I never thought I
would be so much attached to animals before I had my first pet JULANE….that’s
the name I gave to her. She was so small when my friend Shila handed her to me………such a sweet puppy
and her innocence that anyone would fall for her….oh my god, I can’t hold back
my tears when her pictures turns into reality in front of my eyes……..
Her eyes with
silent gaze…..though silently but expressed all she had in the heart ……..love and loyalty
towards us. The way she used to lay and the gentleness while she used to sleep.
The unconditional love
she showed towards us is something I cannot express in words. Such a loveable puppy,
I bet I won’t get anyone better pet than her ever in life. She still exists
within us. That was a wonderful and perfect time we spent together. I still
remember her gentle head she used to keep on my lap and the way she shared her
silent thought with me. During those years with Julane, I found that the pets
are such agreeable friends, they ask no questions and also pass no criticisms.
Also there is a saying that, “until one has loved an animal, a part of one’s
soul remains unawakened……I felt like JULANE was the one who awakened my part
of soul.
But now she is no more with me…. I watched her go with my wistful eyes. The
memories that drag me to that moment
when she was fighting for the last breath….still awakes me like I had a
nightmare. My heart is dissolving at this moment remembering those moments with
her. No words can ease the sadness I feel at this moment. I feel like I
am still dwelling around her during the time of her death……. Now that she is
gone …every morning when I wake up I wonder…..Did I just have dream about my
favorite pet…my sweet little JULANE????? Perhaps I did. Perhaps I dreamed…...then i burst into tears.
